I’m going crazy here!
I remember the break up clearly, I remember every fucking weekend I spent with you and the hassle I would go through just to go there and see you, Why was I such a dumbass? we had a lot in common, but I lied to you, got tired of you and had a short temper towards the end of our relationship…
There were many times where I was good to you, and you honestly deserved that, and I should have treated you like that forever, This is all coming to me five years after the relationship just because I saw you for a couple minutes.
I hate who I was back then, I always tell my bestfriend about how I would woop my ass if I could go back in time. I remember going back to you myspace and seeing all the same shit you wrote about me for some other guy…ouch
your favorite color, baby blue, and movie series, the pirates of the carribean, You got me into stupid asian dramas with The Devil Beside You, you watched anime’s. Spoke tagalog fluently, cursed like a sailor, and didn’t give a flying shit what people thought about you. AND you had the most beautiful singing voice I’ve ever heard in my life.
If you’re reading this, which you probably aren’t. I’d like to apologize, because even if we didn’t end up together I know we could have probably ended up being really good friends right now. I can say that I’ve changed, and I totally hate the old me.. You never deserved any of the shit I gave you, and I know that my words mean absolutely nothing to you but my hope is just to be heard out by the girl who knew me more than anyone else in this world. and maybe… restart.